The BEST present...

I always wonder what is true friends. Do I have one or none? I can shout out the answer now which is I GOT! Yes, I got friends who really care for me. Not only 1, but few. Thank god for sending them to me. I have my family and friends who always care and love me. This is the BEST present I ever had in my life! =D

Thank you for accompanying me just now.
Thank you for letting me to talk all those "rubbish" to you guys.
Thank you for giving me advise, although I might not do it, but yet, I am really listening to it and trying to change myself out.
Thank you for letting me know that I'm not alone when I'm really helpless.
Thank you for giving me hope that my life is not meaningless.

What I wanna say is just thanks, thanks and thanks...

But....................... be frank, until now I still can't get rid of that feeling yet. Sorry. I know you guys really gave me a lot of advice and support. And I know that the main problem is still falls on me.

I don't dare to say I don't know what to do now, because you guys already gave me a lot of advise. I knew it was now depends on me. It really help me release a lot of stress when chatting with you guys. But, I still need some time for me to think about it. Hmmmm....

I really cried...

Give me some time and I'm sure I can do it. 

I don't know what will happened at the end.

But I am sure I will be back.

Soon.

P/S: It has been sometimes since the last time you did that. Make me feel so warm. Thank you. =D