Just don't feel like using computer or online-ing currently. Seriously! I didn't turn on my computer these few days. What happened to me now? In the bad mood? No... Not in the mood? No... Hmmmm...
You know what, the feeling when you disappear for quite sometimes and the one who really care about you came to find you, it just make me feel so good. Yes, nothing is better than this feeling. This is what friends are. Not about how long we knew each another, but yet, it's how we appreciate each another. You will never know how grateful am I to have a friend like you guys. =D
I've been seriously struggling for the past 9 months. Yes, I am NOT joking. Many incident happened to me this year. Just way too many, and I don't feel like recall it back.
Can someone tell me why?
The one I always care the most, is the one who always make me feel sad. Is this so called what life is? Hmmm, maybe God want me to learn from the past and learn from the mistake, so that I can move on to a better life. PAST is always PAST. It happened, and you can't changed anything. And so, why don't I just move on?
The feeling towards some of you is different now. I don't feel I have those so called "feel" to communicate with you guys anymore. The feeling towards you guys just changed without any noticed. The confident towards you guys are dropping by day to day. Till now, I think I have used to it. I just can't bother it anymore.
The old me always just care too much about others. And I think I started to feel tired now. Why am I always the one who being the leader? Why am I always the one who keep asking? Is this the sign to show that you forget / don't care about me anymore? Or it just show that I care way more than you guys?
They are always best friends.
This is what friends are.
This is what friends are.
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