Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Depressed

Depressed... It seems that whatever I studied and revised, it means nothing and I don't even know a single thing about it. =(

Today was a hectic day for me. I woke up late, screwed in R.Methods test (I think...), getting back my Eng for Psycho test marks, and lastly, revise back last week SPSS test which I can confirmed I gonna failed it.

Why? Can anyone tell me why? I can answer all the questions exactly during the revision time, but why when it come to test, I seems to know nothing about it?! =(

I felt so upset about myself. It seems that my effort to revise means nothing to me. I am so worried now that I can't even passed my assignment. So, what is the purpose for me to go for the exam then? =(

While driving back home, my tears drop. I feel so useless. I feel stupid. I feel dumb. I ask myself why would this happened to me? I did revision on it, and I know and knew how to do it, but how can I failed the test? When the lecturer revise back all those questions just now, I manage to get 90% of the answer correctly.

But why and how can I did badly in the test? It just doesn't make any sense to me. It was just so simple and now, I feel like banging my head to the wall now. I..................just got nothing to say now.

What I hope is to pass all my assignments as well as my final exams. God bless.

Don't worry, I'm fine. 
Little crazy monster girl will be back!

Whoever give up first is a loser!

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