每当你说“对不起”，那又如何？一次又一次的，一次又一次的我还是选择原谅。但，你还是一样。我不是石头，我是人。我也会有脾气，情绪。你知道吗？不要每次对我说“对不起”了，然后又从复的犯同样的错。
你每次都对我说你很珍惜我们之间的友情。但，你往往只是会说。行为上，态度上，却做不到。你所承诺过的，都是白说的。不要常常给我希望，然后又把希望给带走。我宁可你不曾承诺过我任何东西。我并不稀罕任何回报。但至少，不要伤害我的感情。可以吗？
你从不知道，你在我心目中的地位是多么的重要。对，你不曾知道。你只把我当成是个傻瓜。
我不要求你是100分的朋友。但我希望，你在我心目中的地位不要是连最普通的朋友都不如。我真的希望，我们会回到像从前一样。
但，现在的我真的不知道该用些什么理由去说服我自己了。我很累。真的很累...
有时候，我讨厌我自己多过于讨厌你。
现在的我们，就像最熟悉的陌生人。谁都不是谁的谁...
不是每一句“对不起”，都能换来一句“没关系”。
Because of you...
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you...
P/S: I love to be disappear... Lost in the world... =]
我很累... =(
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