2nd Year Sem 1 ENDED

2nd year Sem 1.. Exams finally ended! Disaster semester. Non-stop having group works, meeting, assignments, presentations, tests..... Pheww, it almost killed me. Pressure and stress hitting me to the max. I can't even recalled back what I've did during the semester and also what I crap for my last paper just now. *Mind total blank* What I can do now is to wish myself the best of luck. =/

Been exhausted for the past 1 month. I can't even remembered what I did except keep burning midnight oil and crap a lot at Whatsapp.. Uh-huh.. My life..... HAHAHAHA.. Reading back all those messages make me laugh like mad. LOL. Being blur is just so me all the times. Never changed since last time. =P

Sometimes, the best medicine is to be yourself and care those who really care for you. =)

You don't need a valid reason to be happy sometimes. See-ing others happy make me happy. It would be better IF only I can control myself not to think too much sometimes. Still FAIL to do so like seriously. -.- Being too sensitive wasn't a good thing as it make me think too much. ><"..

How I wish I can be the one who always bring happiness to others while keep all those sadness towards myself. Hmm, a random thought. I mean, it will be good to see others happy and not to let others worry about me. I think I push myself too hard sometimes. Being not expressive is another weaknesses of mine. I don't know how to express myself. T.T

Oh ya, I'm having my holidays now! Finally after a loooooong war. I guess...... I can't concentrate on too many things. Make me exhausted somehow. lol.. It's time for me to REST and ENJOY my 1 months+ holidays. HAHAHAHA. For those who said I MIA for N years, you can date me now, or else, you guys will only see me during the year end. HAHAHAHA. =P

Thank you for those who keep giving me support and advice when I need someone to talk and listen to. I might be passive. I do not know how to share out my own feelings. But I really get it and I feel so touched. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I appreciate a lot. I don't need to mention those names, you know who you are. A simple message always made my day and ended up with a big big smile. Thank you. Hee. =)

Me and my little baby Dragon :)

*Little elephant said, G-Dragon -.-*

I'm fear of "Athazagoraphobia". 

A new term I just found out just now. O_o..

Exhausted yet Thankful

Exams just 3 weeks away and I'm still unprepared yet. This semester is such a tiring semester. Way too many things to do. It's really hard to balance between study and family. I got no time even for myself. :(

How I wish I can just give up and don't bother anything about it. Sometimes, I don't think I belong here. Giving my self so much pressure till I cried sometimes. I don't think I can handle somehow. I'm struggling. But no one knows because cause I keep everything towards myself.. =/

Sometimes when I think of giving up, God whispered to me "I'M always there for you, anytime and anywhere." And that's the reason why I'm still here. =)

Even though I faced challenge, but HE always prepared the best solution for me. HE planned everything for me accordingly so that I can follow HIS step, becoming better and better. HE guide me the way. HE is the reason why even I'm stressed and exhausted, but yet, I'm still smiling around and cheerful as usual. =)

Instead of keep grumbling about it, I should be Thankful all the time because HE is always there for me no matter how. Through good and bad, I'm becoming stronger now. Life is always challenging, that's why it's called LIFE.

Be thankful and positive minded always, because I'm a lucky girl. I'm always NOT alone; family, friends and God always with me. =)

My Video Shooting mates. =)

My Babyy Dino. 

She says: "I'm your ONLY daughter." =P
And thanks for becoming our Special Guest! =D

P/S: Sorry for blur-ed my group mates. =P

P/S: I don't pray for more time; pray for how should I use my time wisely.  

给自己的一封信。

Being a midnight ghost again. ><".. Feeling sleepy but don't want to sleep. LOL. This is what I do during my holidays. HAHAHA! =P

Been wondering around on FB just now and by simply clicking, I found out those horoscope quiz or whatever thingy it called. I have no idea how true was it, but I think it was quite true about me? I think? Heh, nothing much to write on this post, basically is just to share what I read just now. Nights. =D



天生乐观的你，最明白的是人生没有后悔这两个字，
所以，你不会对过去的不愉快有太多不满，因为过去就过去了。
在意也无济于事，快乐也是一天，不快乐也是一天，
你会带上好心情朝着前方奔跑；
如同爱情，只要有感觉，
就会什么也不在乎的潇洒的谈一场如痴如醉的恋爱。

你的热情可以把你融化，你的冷漠可以让你对自己产生怀疑，
你的霸道往往叫你无可奈何，你的聪慧让你连连叹息，
你的冒失让你斜线三条，你的固执让你火冒三丈，
你的幽默让你觉得人生并没有那么多不快，
你故装的坚强会让你产生想疼惜的念头。

你真爱的门槛：专情 善良 纯真。
你的人98%都是爱情的逃兵，心里很想爱，可迟迟不放马过来。
抑或乎冷乎热，只因你害怕爱情。

你基本上是个很痛苦的人。
表面上总是很有活力、很快乐的样子，
可是没人的时候你又总是很忧伤。

你总会被一种莫名的悲伤笼罩，你不会让别人发现。
你座的人很怕被伤害怕被抛弃，也怕带给别人伤害和不快乐，
只能自己硬挺着一切。
所以你很神经质、精神脆弱、容易感伤。

你对感情反应比较迟钝，容易出现弄不清自己的感觉，
不清楚想做什么 觉得迷惘。
在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯，觉得爱情是两厢情愿不想勉强对方。
因为害怕失去，在没有完全确定前决不轻易付出感情。
也许是缺乏安全感，也许是对自己的保护，也可以算作是一种自私。

你坚持追求自由，但这并不代表你行为大胆开放，
你所追求的自由是精神上、思想上的。
你可能今天研究心理学，过两天去学爵士舞，下个星期到医院当义工。
你可以属于社会上任何一个族群，但又不是真正属于那一个族群。
你属于自己，似乎没有任何人可以完全的占有你。
你有时很虚伪，不要指责你，
你之所以选择虚伪，是因为有人勉强你做不愿做但又拒绝不了的事。
你不习惯承诺，也不懂得拒绝，最擅长的是难为自己。
你不想别人难过，只好令自己难过。
你总是固执地认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，
将自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。

你不习惯承诺，也不懂得拒绝，最擅长的是难为自己。

你不想别人难过，只好令自己难过。

你总是固执地认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，

将自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。

For more picture, please click ----> Vanzy Photography

Outing with friends AND tomorrow is my day?!

Hellllllo, I'm here to update again! =P

Went out past few days with 2 gangs. Within 4 days, went out 2 times. Hahahaha. Enjoyable, it has been quite some time since all of us last met.

Gang 1, 4 people. The longest time since we last met was like 5 years back and some is around 1 year. Wow, we still look the same. Hahaha.. Went out quite late around 8pm, and surprisingly my car got clam by the management. Stup*d... Wasted like more than 30 minutes for waiting the guard to unlock it. -.- Forget it, back to topic. Went there to YamCha, chit-chatting and playing poker cards. Nice session we have. And surprisingly, I reached home around 2am. Hahahaha, what a miracle happen to me. LOL. Anyway, I enjoy the session and our next outing will be Feb/March according to them? Heh! =P

2 of them were my primary school mates and 1 is secondary. =)

Gang 2, 3 of my Psych coursemates. Went to MV yesterday with my girls. Had Sushi Zanmai for our lunch and walk around. We spent a lot of time in chit-chatting as this is what girls mostly will do during outing. Hahaahaha. Enjoy my day with them and take some crazy pictures too! =P

Have you seen before ghost like to self-capture? 

Muahahahaha...XD

Can you notice a FOUR alphabet from the Lego that me and Dione build?

Hehe.. ^^

Hahahaha, me and my Baby Dioneeee..XD

I'm Mamii and she is my babyy..
Big penguin and small penguin...XD

I know both of it looks like me =P 

And lastly, my green baby Dioneee of the day!

Hahahaha...XD

And yea, not to be forgotten, tomorrow is my day?! Uh-huh? Anyone remember? Hahahaha.. But anyway, as I won't have any grand celebration as usual, so yea, it's just another normal day for me. Hehe. =D

P/S: Tomorrow gonna go MV again with anothe friend, most probably? No idea, let's wait for my next update! =D

Healthy Organic Homemade Salad with Sesame Dressing

Hellllllo, today is Thursday, 17th January. LOL. Non-sense? Hahahaha. As I've promised earlier, I will try to make my blog alive again when I'm free, which mean now. I left 2 months+ for my holiday. Woohoo.. =P

My schedule currently really upside down. I mean my daily activities, sleeping time and my eating schedule. LOL. I wanted to sleep early, but I couldn't. ><.. So ended up sleep in the midnight and woke up only in the afternoon. 3pm? Ehemm, bad bad me, please don't learn. =P.. Then due to I only woke up during afternoon, I mostly only consume 3-in-1 meal daily. Which mean I will eat around 3:30pm, then dinner can't eat anymore. -.-

So yea, please don't learn it from me, bad habit you know. But what to do? Holidays are mostly eat, sleep and play, right? HAHAHAHA. Btw, of course, I'm still looking for part-time job as well, IF I could get any job which I'm interested. =]

Oh ya, today gonna blog about Healthy Organic Homemade Salad. One of the reason I made this is because of my eating schedule, since I've mention that I only eat my 3-in-1 meal around 3:30pm, of course dinner I can't eat. So, around 10pm I will surely hungry. Oppps. =P

So yea, I made salad and eat rather than eating maggie *not healthy food*. HAHAHAHA. Don't worry, it's very easy as I'm not those people who really like/know how to cook. As I only tend to homemade some simple food as I've blog before ---> Click here and see.... Homemade Salad & Homemade Sandwich.

The difference between last time salad and this post is the dressing. Last time I used mix mayonnaise + thousand island, as for this time, I used another type of dressing known as Sesame dressing. I don't really like originally eat those "raw" sesame, but for this salad dressing, it taste awesome. Nice! You guys should have a try. =)

As I mention, it's very easy, just that you need to have those ingredients. Here you go. =)

Ingredients (Can be served for 2 person):
- 5 pieces of crabmeats [Cut into slices/pieces, depends which you prefer more]
- Vegetables [I used lettuce]
- Japanese Sesame Dressing salad sauce [Half bowl]
- Lemon [Depends on your sour level, but I put 1/4 lemon]
- Ebikko

Ingredients =D

Methods:
1) Slice the crabmeat into slices or pieces.
2) Mix the Japanese Sesame salad sauce and + lemon juice.
3) Put vegetables on bowl with putting those pieces of crabmeat and ebikko on top of it.
4) Put the sauces on top of it.
5) Done! =D

Cut in into slices or pieces =)

Squeeze lemon into the sauces =D

The final product........ Tadaaaaa... =P

Isn't it's so simple?

Hahahahaha..

Easy, fast and healthy! =D

Enjoying my holidays.

Will try to find part-time job. Heh! =P

Bye. =D

To be or not to be, that is the question

The one you always care, are the one who always make you feel miserable.

Tolerate wasn't always the right way.

To be or not to be, that is the question.

 The naughty me =P

I look a lil dumb-dumb with this new hair style. lol. =X

The first date with them @ Station 1 + Caribbean Cafe~

The red shirt: SLOW TURTLE playing poker card~!

P/S: I'm gonna to design a new blog header for my blog soon. And, planning to delete some of my old post and pictures. =]

Happy 2013

This would be my first post. Happy 2013 people! I'm getting older. LOL. What-so-ever, who cares? =P

I'm having my looooooong holiday this round. Muahahaha.. 3 months! Yesss! I will definitely enjoy it to the max with no regrets! =P.. Oh yea, my blog seems so dead now. Even my FB too. Internet 24 hours for me means nothing. I don't used it at all. I would rather play with my iBaby or watching drama now. I just love my life now.

Haven't been taking any interesting pictures currently. Went for a 4D3N trip on 23rd to 26th Dec 2012, a Christmas trip.... But "LUCKY" me falling sick during the trip. Thanks to my lovely exam. Ehem.. -.- So yea, LESS pictures due to this reason. =P

Gift from the hotel. Hahaha..

Christmas gift. =)

My crazy besties~ I crazy they also crazy.

That's why we are FRIENDS. =P

I look so blur as usual. Hahahaha. =P

Blue blue sky =)

Night shooting

有许多美好的日子，我们消耗在愁苦里~ 

有许多宝贵的机会中，我们却白白的失去~ 

人在生命中要积极，人的生命中要有真理~

要有方向并知道人生距离，并有信心和勇气~ 

生命不在乎它长短，生命要看它的内涵~

活着要自由不要捆绑，这是我生命的文章~

That's all for now.

Will update if I feel so. =P

DO or DIE

In another week, I'll be having my finals. I was like.........exam? So fast? I thought I just started the course like few days ago? Hmmmm? Less than 1 more month, 2013 is arriving. Time just flies without waiting you. I've studied Psychology course for like 1 year? Wow. Surprisingly, I'm still alive! lol..

Life just became miserable since the first day I step into Psychology. I like what I'm studying and I enjoyed. At the same time, I'm in the process of die-ing. Uh-huh... =/

Only last week we finished our last presentation, and exam is just next week. Yeap, is NEXT WEEK! 2 weeks to finished 5 subjects is IMPOSSIBLE. *Though I started earlier, it's still insufficient time I have now* Like seriously, 1 subject 12 chapters, so 5 subjects 60 chapters.....

Thank god! God seems to know I'm stressed out with it, SOME lecturers do gave us tips! Just unexpected! Really glad they do so, or else, I can assure that now I'm DEAD. Hahahahaha~

Yes, if you're wondering how I look like, I'm half-dead with information overload. It's just DO or DIE! Wish me good luck! =]

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FYI, I sleep with my notes and textbook day and night!

Love what you do.

Do what you love. =)

3 months and I'm back!

More than 3 months disappeared in my blog. Uh-huh, can see how busy my life is? O.O

Not really into blogging nowadays, sometimes busy until I don't have anytime to do others things. Daily routine, go Uni study, do assignments, presentations and blahhh.. Uni life is tough but challenging. Exams are scary and I'm still like the old me, lack of confident in doing anything. -.- So yea, nothing change on me, just that I might look exhausted sometimes, LOL. =]

So what I fully utilized in this week holidays? Sleeping like a dead pig for some days. 15 hours. Muahaahaha, regain back my energy! =P

Oh yea! This week is the best week of this semester!  Even my semester break I still need to go Uni. Uhhh, but this week, so syok! Many holidays this week because some lecturer cancel class! Hahahaha.. But......next week all replacement class. Which mean normally is full, so next week will be PACK. Uh-huh. -.-

No guarantee how long will be back for another blog post, maybe after finished my exam which is just less than 1 month to go. Ohmygosh. =(.. Wish me luck! =/

Before I MIA again [very sure], post one pic of myself when celebrating Halloween in Uni 2 weeks back. =D

The blur witch. Hah! =P

Good Night people! =)

Dato LCW enter the Olympics 2012 finals!

Second weeks of holiday gone. Left approximately 26 more days. Oh gawd. Felt so demotivate now. Once results haven't out, which mean I'm still in a worried mode. =(

And yea, Olympics started, and one of my favourite thing to do is to watch the Olympics 2012! Muahahaha.. I have no idea since when I'm really into in and watch till 3am in the midnight?! I seriously don't know...... Just no reason. =P

I didn't watch all of it, just few selected sports; Diving, Weightlifting, Gymnastics, Archery and of course BADMINTON!!!! Hahahahaa! =P

The one and ONLY one sport which Malaysia can get for the very first Gold Medal. Aiks. And I had a good news, which is IF Dato LCW won and get the Gold Medal, all people can get a scoop of BASKIN ROBIN ICE-CREAM FOR FREE, Click and view here! Muahahaa...XD

And yea, the latest news, Dato LCW get into the Olympics 2012 Finals! Congratulations again! Keep it up! One more step to Gold Medal, and also FREE BR Ice-cream. Yoohoo~ =P

And yea, my boy boy also watch the match together with me. Hehe.. ♥ =D

All the best and good luck in the final match! 

Fully support!!! =D

And yea, tomorrow I'm gonna participate in the 30 Hour Famine Camp. Hopefully everything goes well. And yea, wish me and all participants all the best! Cheers. =)