Prayer

Went to Shabu-1 yesterday with my lovely college mates, Raeshyl and E-1. Had a lot fun. We enjoy it so much. Chit-chatting, laughing, crazy-ing and taking many of those funny photos. You really can't imagine what we've did there. I think those people sure think that we are CRAZY. LOL....xD

*I will upload those photos and post about it later. Photo's being processed. Be patience. :)

Back to the topic, PRAYER. I'm proud to say that I'm a Christian. Whenever I need help and stength, He will always guide and lead me the way. He really helps me a lot- infinity of times! :)

When I'm moody, I pray that.......
God, please let me get rid of those sadness. I had everything in my life like my family, friends and YOU. Please give me positive thinking. I need your strength so that I can live happily everyday. I know life can't be always that happy, but yet, please let me live as happily as I can. Amen.

When I'm happy, I pray that......
God, thank you for giving me such a wonderful life. You gave me everything the best. I had the best family members and friends that support me whenever I need them. Although sometimes there may be still circumstances and difficulties in life. But yet, I learn not to mumbling. Maybe God want me to learn from those experienced. "From where I failed, from where I stand up back." So that from there, God will know whether am I an obedience person. You're the light of the world, and I will follow you towards the end. Amen.

And here, I wanna pray for one of my friend's dad. He's suspected to get Dengue fever. I know how worried are her and her family now. I can't help her out, the only thing I can do is to pray for her dad.

I sincerely pray.... God, please give him a healthy body just like those times God gave him. Please give him strength to fight those sickness down. Blessed her and her family. Amen.

--->Whenever you need me, I will always be with you. This is my promised. :)

Music can represent my thinking

Listening to music is one of the thing that I would definitely do daily. Without music, I felt lonely. Sometimes when I'm moody, I don't know who can I express to. The only thing I can do is by listening music. I really felt that music are just like my friends. 'They' just like understand me. (I'm not crazy...>"<)

Think back about that "incident" which happened to me. It really hurts a lot. And I know, I should let it go, but yet, it's hard. I promised myself that I will let it go as soon as possible. My tears poured down from my face when I listen to this song...

*我已经不是你最好的朋友, 是什么让我们生疏了太久,
我生日才过, 你也忘了吧,
时间带走的比想象中还多, 我再也不是你最好的朋友,
分开以后默默一人往前走,
有你的感动, 我都记得阿,
为什么那个最好的人, 却只能经过...

Sometimes, things may not goes as what you want. Making decision is hard, especially that's regarding about future. Don't bother about my own personal interest, I have to think about my future. Once I choose the wrong field, then it's time to say BYE BYE to myself. Hmm.....

Sometimes, really feel like wanna give up, but yet, I won't! I believe the mighty of the Lord. Even how tough my pathway is, God will always lead me the way- Now and Forever.

*I've got to move on and be who I am,
I just don't belong here, I hope you understand,
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,
I gotta go my own way...

One year older by one year. (Or should I say as elder? Older sounds OLD eh. lol...) Which means, there are more and more things to worries about. No more childhood life, where I only need to sleep, eat and play. So good yea? HAHA...xD

*我不想我不想不想长大,
长大后世界就没有童话,
我不想我不想不想长大,
我宁愿永远又笨又傻...

Dreaming is good. But not always. Don't dream to success if we did not put any effort in it. Don't dream to become a rich person if you do not know the way to save money. But yet, you can make some wishes, just to let you feel better. At least some hope. Hehe.... Come, let make a wish, so that our dream may come true. :)

*Make a wish
不能更改天气幻变
但仍盼望笑面重现
听一听　那心愿
梦也可实践

To dream a dream
蔚蓝的天不再下雨
艳阳照射飞霜退烧
笑一笑　再许愿
现实有不尽意 都可改变

Hmmm, I miss my college friends so much. We're in the different pathway now. Different class and different course. I really miss all of you so much. I miss you guys more than words can say. I miss those days where we study together.

I miss you like crazy,
Even More than words can say,
I miss you like crazy,
Every minute of every day...


I hope all of you are by my side now. I hope to meet you guys. I hope to study with you all again, doing assignments and having presentation together. Really, I miss those days. :(

*现在很想见你,
要打电话给你,
可是我的勇敢只在我梦里,
和你去看电影,
一起唱ktv,
我的世界就更明亮...

Can you guess what am I thinking when I listening to those songs? "They" just know exactly what am I thinking of.

--->Always smile no matter how broken u are :)

New Spectacle

Yea, got my new spect this Wednesday. Finally. Hahahaha... Special thanks to my mum. It was not an expensive spectacle and not really unique. But I just love it so much. Simple and nice. Wanna change it again, sure can.............2 more years later. LOL. >"<~

The colour of this spect is dark grey, plastic frame and it was very light.

Me :)

Me and E-1.

Kinda looks alike? Hahahaha.....xD

The meaning of "Real Friends"

I'm not going to write any moody passage about friendship in this particular topic. As for this time, I wanna write about the meaning of friendship. :)

  

Before that, let me ask you a question, 'Are friends important to you?' Without any doubt, I know most of the people will say "Yes, of course!", right? And so, me too. But yet, not all of them know what is the meaning of "Real Friends".

In your opinion, what do you think about real friends? Real friends are those who will praise you whenever you're right or wrong just because want you to be happy? Or those who will only share their happiness with you and tend to kept all the sadness to themselves? Or those who always pretend nothing in front of you but yet they aren't that? Or those when they need you, they will find you, but when there's nothing, there will dissapear? Or....................?

They are many possibilities. Just too many. I can't manage to list out all of it. But yet, if you think that's the way it is. Then I can tell you, you're WRONG! This's not what we known as "Real Friends".

Last week, I was quite emo-ing. My friends kept cheering me up and what I've did is just give them a smile. Just like that ---> :] ..... It seems to be fake, right? They tend to be with me everytime. And I really wanna say thank you to you. But what she told me is, "Real friends need not need to say so. We're friends and we should help each other. If it was me, you would do the same things too." Awwwww! I really felt so touched. :) 

***The meaning of "Real Friends"***

Real friend is someone to cry with during bad times.

You can be YOURSELF with them and not need to pretend anything. Just tell him/her everything that you're sad with. The sign of real friend is that you can cry on their shoulder until you are done crying. If you're crying too long, your friend will make you snap out of it. They will do whatever things to cheer you up. :)

Real friend is someone to rage with when life is really unfair.

Not to say that they are going to help you plot your enemies or anything like that, but just that when you're really pissed off, they will always be there for you. You can be frank and tell them what's happening. They'll help you to find ways to dissipate the anger. No matter what it is that you are upset about, your real friends will always be there for you. :)

Real friend is someone that you can laugh with until you make that funny snorting sound.

I believe most of us did this. Jokes around with them, chatting some non-sense together and doing something that's really funny/stupid to make them laugh. Aren't you? For me, yes, I am. Only with my dearest friends I laughed so hard until tears poured down from my face. We had fun together whenever where we are. With them, it really cheer my day up. :)

Friendship is easy to build but yet it's hard to get a real friend and to maintain the relationship until the end. You may have 100 friends, but yet, how many of them will be your "real friends"? As what I've mention many time before, friends are not measure by quantity where it's by quality. Friends are just like our second family. Without them, our life just become black and white.



Dustbin??! What's related with this post??!
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Don't be curious I put this picture up here. Just out of the sudden, I think of 1 senteces. Remember, I'm available in many sizes, no matter how huge the garbage is, I'm still able to fill you all up! :P
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To all my friends. I'm dustbin and you're garbage. Whenever you're happy, you can keep everything inside me, because I will help you to keep it! Whenever you're not happy, you can throw everything inside me, because I will help you digest it! Whenever you need protect, don't worry, I won't run away from you, because ...I'm the one who will protect you from enemies! Hahaha..XD 

Appreciate all your friends, you might just lose them if you don't appreaciate them. Don't ever regret why you've did so. It's too late by that time. I will always be with you whenever you need me! This's my promise. A real friend is one of life’s greatest blessings; do not forget to give thanks. God bless! :)

Bye Bye Diploma and I miss all of you!

This is not a new photo. I edit this last year if I was not misken.

I really miss all of you.

I said so, because I really do. :)

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Wanna blog this last 2 days, but my schedule was totally pack. Been rushing with exams and T.A.T. Having the very last exam for my Diploma on the last Saturday. And now, yeah~ Exam finished! Which mean Diploma life ended. :)

Finally, after 2 years+ of struggling with those assignments and exams, it's ended. Time flies like rocket! I really can't imagine it, 2 years+ just ended like this. It was like just happened a few months ago. Hmmmm.......

I do enjoy my Diploma life a lot. Although life in college is much harder and tougher than in secondary, but yet, I still do prefer college life. I'm glad to meet all of you in my life.

Well, I'm not good in talking these things in front you guys. And so, I choose to write it in my blog and share it to all my readers. :)

I wanna say a million of thanks to all of you. When I met problems, you guys help me out. When I'm sad, you guys cheer me up. When we're happy, we share those happiness together. When I'm alone, you guys came into my life and play an important role in my life. Sincerely I'm glad to have you guys as my friends.

If I did anything wrong, I apologize to you here. Sorry. Please accept my apologize. :)

It's hard for us to get together like those days. Diploma ended. Some of them may not continue their studies and some of them are taking different courses. I missed those days we spent together. I really missed those days.
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If I got the chance to choose, I really hope I can go back to those days. I really hope time can stop at that moment forever. From strangers till we're friends. And from friends, we became good friends. And from good friends, we became BEST FRIENDS. I hope this relationship will LAST FOREVER! :)

My tears drop while I'm blogging this. I'm just too emo I guess? Hehehe.... And here, I wish all of you all the best in your life. Remember this, no matter where we are, we're still friends. Nothing is gonna changed! Trust me, this is my promised. :)

P/S: Bridging class already started for 2 weeks, and I do feel the stress. Hmmm, hopefully I can it well like in my Diploma life. Or even better. God bless. :)

I'm too HAPPY because of having exam?!

I wanna sleep, but I can't! :(

Yea, it was 2:15am now. Having morning exam later. But yet, I'm still blogging. WTH! I supposed to be sleeping on my lovely bed at this time. But yet, I have no idea why I'm not doing this now?! Gosh! Frankly speaking, I'm not anxious with the exam, but yet I don't know why I can't fall asleep? Yea, I bet I'm just too HAPPY because of having exam?! LOL =.="

Since 11:30pm I went to bed. My eyes was terribly tiring, but yet my mind was like keep working non-stop. Sigh. Roll to the left and roll to the right for thousands time, but yet, I still can't fall asleep. Try to turn on my HP music, listening music for almost 1 hour, but yet, I'm still awake. >"<~

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Then, I try to memorise all my notes all over again. (Usually I'll fall asleep during halfway.) I thought this method could work this time, but yet, again. It prove that it's useless! >"<~

I think I have to try this. >"<~

Hmmm, I really don't know what to do. And so, conclusion is............I'm in front of my lovely computer now. Facebook-ing and blogging to pass my time. LOL =.="

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I really wanna sleep. It's just few more hours to go before my exam. Exam starts on 9am. And I need to go out around 7am+. You can imagine IF I really could fall alseep now, I just can manage to sleep for like LESS THAN 4 HOURS!!!

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Gosh. What can make me fall asleep now? Feel like crying. Eyes can't barely open, but yet I can't fall asleep! I wanna sleep! :(

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It's 3:07am now!!! Zzzzz.....!!!!!!! (Can someone please kill me?) T_______T

Bridging

Bridging class had started last week. And seriously, I got no confident to handle it. The level is like 2 or 3 times harder than my Diploma level. And the most important things is, NO TIPS will be given. I have no more short-cut way. I have to study EVERYTHING. Wondering whether can I make it through this time?


But yet, I trust the mighty of the LORD. HE will lead me the way and always be with me whenever I need HIM. And I hope all my friends can make it through too. Let us work hard together to achieve our goal. And I'm sure all of us sure can do it! :)


And so, back to the main topic, Brigding. I'm taking 3 papers. Having classes on Monday, Wednesday and Sunday. Geez! Sunday having classes!? First time for me and I do feel really weird... >.<"~

The 3 papers are Strategy and Management, Sales Management and Corporate Finance. And be frankly, the paper I dislike or HATE the most is Corporate Finance. Just NO REASON. lol......


Of course, we can't escape from assignments and exams. It's been part of my life since 2008. Nightmare.......... T.T~ My lovely "assignments-exams".... When only can I say bye bye to YOU???

Hey! I told myself, don't give up easily. When I felt really can't handle it, there are always good news. Dear LORD always know what is the best for me and HE always prepared the best things for me.

There are 2 good news.


-Firstly is there is no more Relationship Marketing subject for us anymore. HAHAHAHA..... We're the first batch, are we lucky? It replaced it by Sales Management. Lecturer say this subject is much more easier compared to Relationship Marketing. Hmmm...... :)


-Secondly, it is our Corporate Finance got NO EXAM! WooHoo~~~ 100% coursework. (I know it will be very tough, but yet, I still prefered full coursework...^.^) It's definetely a good news for all of us! Especially ME. Hahahaha....XD..... We're also the first batch, how lucky are we? :)


The thing I can do is....... Don't always think negatively. Always think positively. (I'm trying really hard on this...) Things are just not that bad if we think it in another way. When you face any difficulties, find some way to relax yourself. Like listening to songs, find your friends to chat or even do something you like. It really helps. :)


P/S: Exam is just 4 more days away. Hopefully what I prepared now, I can remembered it in the exam. God bless me and my friends! :)

Shabu Garden- Celebrating Chee Ching's Birthday

Date: 7/7/2010

Venue: Kuchai Lama- Shabu Garden..

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ^^

Sorry! I know I'm kinda late to post this. I got insufficient time to upload those photos here as it really time consuming. And now, since I've just finished my Sales Management- Tutor Assessment Test. I'll keep my promised, let me post about it now. :)

I'm trying really hard to re-call back everything that happened on the 7/7/2010~ Hopefully I do. Hahahaha..... Well, we prepared this for more than 1 month. A Birthday surprise for Chee Ching. Basically, there are 3 mission! Thank god! All our mission complete SUCCESSFULLY! I'm so happy with this! :)

That day falls on Wednesday. All of us have no class that day. And so, we followed what we've planned earlier. Went out around 3:30pm to Pei Voon house, Tracy tag along too! Then headed to Taman Desa there to buy cake. (This was my first time drive there... 1st mission complete! Hehe..)

Then after that, put the cake at Kuchai Lama, Shabu Garden restaurant. And now, the most excited moment came, we're now going to fetch Chee Ching, the birthday girl. Why am I so excited? This is because of SHE DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT IT! *Evil Laugh* Hahahaha....XD

We purposely wanna gave her a SURPRISE. And I'm glad that it works! (We failed to do this last year because of her brother~ >.<"~ And so, for this year, we called her mum. Everything goes well as what we've planned. ^^) When we reached her house, 3 of us stood there.... And she was so surprised that why we're there. And I still can remember her face expression. Hehehe~ (2nd mission complete, SURPRISE! Wheee~)

And so, went inside her house, then chit-chatting for awhile. She kept ask us why we're here, but of course, no one answered her. (Yeah~ She looks blur... 3 of us--> Evil smile* :P)

After awhile, of course we went to Kuchai Lama there to had our dinner. She really think that we're just going for dinner, with no other purposes... And 3 of us were really good in acting, we just pretend like nothing. (Hahahaa.... I think we got the potential to become a good actor soon....Whee~ :P)

So, we reached there. Ordered our food. This and that..... Chatting.... Blah blah blah.... After finished our food. Of course, like what we've planned, Pei Voon and Tracy is the one who take the cake out and I'm the one who have to make sure Chee Ching don't felt curious about it. Such a big duty eh? Hehehe.... (I felt that I'm such a prefessional LIAR... lol... XD)

And here it came, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Song and a Chocolate Mousse cake appear just in front of her. She get shock! She don't even think before it. Am I correct, right? (Yea, I'm so so happy, 3rd mission complete also! Wheee! ^^)

Gave her the present we bought and the birthday card. And I really enjoy it so much on that day. But yet, I'm really tired because I didn't really slept well the day before. All because of I'm too excited. lol...... o.O"~

After that, of course is chit-chatting session and our photo session. Took about 100+ photos... As usual things.... Hehehe... Well, I think I wrote almost every single detail things about that day. Wonder if I missed out some? Hmmm.. Anyway, do enjoy those pictures! :)

It's key chain with her name...

-CHING-

Pig Ching Ching birthday card...Only one in this world....Hehehe...XD

Her Pig Face~ XD

The cake shop

Sauces

Our food... Yummy! :)



Me and Ching Mango Drinks..Nice! ^^



The Besties! :)

The light..

The Birthday Girl~

Happy Birthday~~~

Wish you always happy!!! :)

20th years old

Chee Ching and Pei Voon

Chee Ching and Tracy

Ching and Me~

Make a wish...

May all your dreams come true! :)

Cutting cake session

With her birthday card..

The Pig Family..

Tracy and Ching~

With her gift! :)

Me and You

3 of us..

Suprise! :)

Our natural pose..

I love this one! =)

Finally, my pic here... Took by Tracy~~~

Cake

These 2 people always bully me~~

Wanna eat? Taste nice! :)

Can't finished it....

Hahahahaha.... Tracy hair..... o.O"

Eat, eat, eat.......

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Hahaahhahahahahahahaha.....

Chee Ching..

Hmmm???

Our Pudding...

It's mine, don't take it from me! :P

Bad honey..

Nice and Sweet!

You feed me...

I feed you...

Our conversation!!! Hahahaha...

Me with the pudding..

Nice!

My blur honey~ Hehehe..XD

Tracy and Me..

Friendship needs no words!

I like this! Natural~

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End my post with them!

P/S: Gosh, used 2 hours+ to blog this.... It's time for me to do revision~~~ Bye! :)