寂寞寂寞就好- Hebe 田馥甄

Extremely bored! Arghhhhhhh! Don't know what to do. Sigh. My mood was just like this song. 寂寞寂寞就好~ Not really in the mood since this morning because....... (I don't wanna mention why...) Hmmmmm.... What-So-Ever!

Having Corporate Finance Class today. This class was like really Stress-Free class (currently). The things that the lecturer kept mentioning is..... No exam! 100% assignment! Weeeee :) Yea, it was true then. Every Sunday going to class just like sitting there and day dreaming. LOL. I know I should not do that, but 100% assignment what. Who cares? Heeheee xP

And for today, get a surprise from our lecturer. He gave us a TAT assignment today. I was like WHAT? Shouldn't be there's NO TAT for this subject? Well, the lecturer told us that he, himself don't even know we supposed to do this. He thought our syllabus had changed, so, we're not going to do this. But who knows, we still have to do that. =____="~

Anyway, since we're late to do this, question given was quite easy. (Our lecturer told this to us...) And he already guide us the things that he's NOT supposed to do so. HAHA. Good, right? But, we only given 1 week to finished this! (Usually should be 2 weeks...) I think we can finished it on time, supposely? Gonna start do this, hopefully everything will be fine! :) 

By the way, felt this song is just so nice. 寂寞寂寞就好, sang by 田馥甄 Hebe. This song was really meaningful though. Hehehe, just sharing to all of you. Enjoy! :)




还是原来那个我
hai shi yuan lai na ge wo

不过流掉几公升泪所以变瘦
bu guo liu diao ji gong shen lei suo yi bian shou

对着镜子我承诺
dui zhe jing zi wo cheng nuo

迟早我会还这张脸一堆笑容
chi zao wo hui hai zhe zhang lian yi tui xiang rong

不算什么 爱错就爱错
bu xuan shen me ai cuo jiu ai cuo

早点认错 早一点解脱
zao dian ren cuo zao yi dian jie duo

我寂寞寂寞就好
wo ji mo ji mo jiu hao

这时候谁都别来安慰 拥抱
zhe shi hou shei dou bie lai an wei yong bao

就让我一个人去痛到
jiu rang wo yi ge ren qu tong dao

受不了想到 快疯掉 死不了就还好
shou bu liao xiang dao kuai feng diao si bu liao jiu hai hao

我寂寞寂寞就好
wo ji mo ji mo jiu hao

你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
ni zhen de bu yong lai wo hui yi li wei xiao

我就不相信我会笨到
wo jiu bu xiang xing wo hui ben dao

忘不了赖着 不放掉
wang bu liao lai zhe bu fang diao

人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉
ren ben lai jiu ji mo de jie lai de dou gai huan diao

 我总会把你戒掉 Oh WU Oh~
wo zhong hui ba ni jie diao oh wu oh~

还是原来那个你
hai shi yuan lai na ge ni

是我自己做梦你又改变什么
shi wo zi ji zuo meng ni you gai bian shen me

再多的爱也没用
zai duo de ai ye mei yong

每个人要每个人的孽障因果
mei ge ren yao mei ge ren de nie zhang

会有什么 什么都没有
hui you shen me shen me dou mei you

 早点看破 才看得见以后 OH~
zao dian kan po cai kan de jian yi hou OH~

我寂寞寂寞就好
wo ji mo ji mo jiu hao

这时候谁来都别来安慰拥抱
zhe shi hou jing lai dou bie lai an wei yong bao

就让我一个人去痛到
jiu rang wo yi ge ren tong dao

受不了想到快疯掉 死不了就还好
shou bu liao xiang dao kuai feng diao si bu liao jiu hai hao

我寂寞寂寞就好
wo ji mo ji mo jiu hao

你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
ni zhen de bu yong lai wo hui yi li wei xiao

我就不相信我会笨到
wo jiu bu xiang xing wo hui ben dao

忘不了赖着 不放掉
wang bu liao lai zhe bu fang diao

人本来就寂寞的 我总会把你戒掉
ren ben lai jiu ji mo de wo zhong hui ba ni jie diao

寂寞算什么？

人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉.....

Outing with girls at Pavillion!

27/08/2010

Out with girls! Went to Pavillion yesterday to celebrate my beloved Kutu E-1 birthday. Well, not really celebration, no cake also. (Got heart then Okay la ya... xD)  HAHA. Spend about 4 hours there. Had our lunch and dessert. This time not much photos were taken. Most of it are not humans, but NON-LIVING THINGS. Heee :)

This month gonna be a financial crisis month for me. Money all going out, didn't come it... >"<~ Anyway, we do enjoy our moment there. Although just a few hours hanging around together, but yet, it was FUN. Waiting for the next outing. :)

Little Ben Kafe

Menu

Raeshyl Beloved~! ^^

Honey and Darling can eat? Hahahaha...xD

Our food... ^^

Include drinks and fruits!

Chicken Rice~
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LemonGrass~
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Apple
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Happy Birthday Kutu E-1~ :)
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Took by Kutu E-1~
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The cup is bigger than my face! =="
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Bulbs inside the shop!

After finished our lunch, stomach already full. So, we went for a walk at supermarket (Forget what the name called...) so that our stomach can fit in the dessert later. xP
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Stabucks bottles shot

Japanese food shot

Stabucks cans shot

Kutu E-1 favourite FROG!

Wahahaahaha...xD

After finished our walk inside the supermarket, it's time for us to find for the dessert shop. It's a SNOWFLAKE shop which sell some SPECIAL kind of dessert. As for me, I called it as WEIRD. I don't know what combination it is. The taste was just so...... Hmmm......

Snowflake

Waiting for the UFO to landing...

The UFO arrived

Taufu Fah + Pearl- Raeshyl ordered this..

Ubi + Yam + Barli + Pearl + Ice- E-1 ordered this...

This combination of the flavour is just WEIRD >"<~

Closer view of it

C U T E~ Hahahahaha..xD

Looking at an ALIEN~

Wakaka..xD

Yeng~

=3

Smile!

Failed shot!

Finally! Hehehe...xD

I'll end my post with me and Raeshyl :)

Friendship is made in the heart,

Silent..

Unwritten..

Unbreakable by distance..

Unchangeable by time..

OnCe a friend, Always a friend……

 and place into deep heart~~~~

王力宏- 你不知道的事

Found out one of Alexander Wang song. I'm not really his fans, but yet, I felt that this song was quite nice. 你不知道的事... I just like get into the story when he sang these song. It suits my mood now. The lyrics were meaningful and the rhythm was very nice. Sharing to all of you. Enjoy! :)

蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 才学会飞行

夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地

我飞行 当你坠落之际 很靠近

还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你
我解释不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
在心里惊醒
 
你不知道我为什么很小心
可现在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地

我飞行 当你坠落之际 很靠近
还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你
我解释不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
在心里惊醒

你不知道我为什么很小心
可现在你看不见的高空里
多得是 你不知道的事
 
我飞行 当你坠落之际
噢噢~
你不知道我为什么离开你
我解释不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴想倾盆大雨
碎落满地 在心里惊醒

你不知道我为什么很小心
可现在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

 My heart is full with mysterious,
多的是 你不知道的事,
No one will ever know what my heart is thinking about,

No one.......

My car on TOW

22/08/2010, 12am.

My car on TOW. What a nightmare we got! Went to Salak South Pasar Malam at Saturday night with my brother and his friends and of course my with my friends too. Had Asam Laksa as our dinner. Then went to HomeTown there for the "Yam Cha" session. Back from there around 11:45pm.

On the way while fetching Tracy back home, my brother accidentally knock on some parking bricks. Before that, I told him "Please becareful, infront there got bricks!" But my clever brother thought I'm joking with this. So, at last, all of us heard the BANG sound together! LOL. >"<~

Well, we thought it was not a serious case. And so, we just keep driving without any look at it. After awhile, I think after around 5 minutes. We felt that our car got some weird smell. Like those "hangus" smell. All of us were curious about it. Lastly, we decided to stop aside after paying the toll.

My goodness. Our car got smoke coming out! Thank god we stop aside, if not, we do not dare to imagine what will happened. And so, waited there to check what's happening. Later on, car dripped those black oil out. Without 10 minutes, the tank left nothing. >"<~

4 of us calling for help. Finding for the solution of it and what to do. Standing beside the roadside in the middle of midnight was really weird. But we do ENJOY it. HAHA... xP

Been wondering what to do, there are 2 ways, the first way is to buy black oil to refill it back. Once finished, buy again. The second way is to called TOW car service. Conclusion is, we choose the second way. RM80 for the tow car services.

Waited the person until 1:15am in the midnight or so called MORNING. Hmmm... Really tired as later on (Sunday), I'm having morning class. Reached home around 1:30am. Finished all those things and slept around 3am. T.T~

Get back my car on that day afternoon (Sunday), RM250 for the repairing part. Total RM330 gone. Anyway, the important thing is all of us are safe. :)

It was a wonderful experience. (Please no next time!) First time hanging beside the roadside in the middle of midnight. The feeling was just so weird. Wanna thanks to honey's brother for calling us and taught us how to solve this and Jin Hong sister for fetching us back home. (She pass by the same toll like us. How lucky are we? If she did not pass by there, who going to fetch us back?) Thank you so much! :)

But so, I still thank god. (You might felt weird why should I thank god in this case.) Not because of this incident happened to us, while it happened when we're NOT alone. Can you imagine that it happened to us alone in the middle of midnight and while our handphone is run out of battery. Hmmm, no comment! [x.x]~

Even how worse the situation is,

GOD always prepared the best solution for us.

Lord, thank you so much!

在我的世界里

这是我第一篇用华语写的文章。我不善于把我的心声告诉任何人。所以，我选择将“它”写在我的部落格里。我不是在埋怨，而我只是不懂得如何将“它”释放出来了。

在Facebook里读了一篇文章。当读到这篇文章时，我心里突然间有了一触伤感。我的眼泪不知不觉地掉下来了。或许你们会觉得我很傻吧？这也可以掉眼泪。坦白告诉你们，若你们没有经历过一些事，你们是不会明白的。文章里提到一句句子，说到，“为什么总是笑不完呢？为什么总是笑不完！”

曾经有人问过我，为什么总是那么的爱笑？为什么总是笑不完呢？我的答案是，“因为我开心，所以我笑...”但事实里，真的是这样吗？表面上的笑容，并不代表我内心世界里的笑容。在我的世界里，到底是一个怎样的世界呢？

为何我要笑？我笑，因为我要让自己觉得我是开心和快乐的。我笑，因为我需要笑容来充实自己的生活。若我不笑，我怕自己就不知道要用什么样的表情来面对世界了。这可以著称为没有理由的笑。很傻吧？

我总是以笑来面对一切不开心的事。当我不开心时，我的笑容再也不看得见是灿烂了。我总是以虚假的笑容来安慰自己。但真正的我真的开心吗？其实并不是。可是若我连这一点笑容都没了，我真的不知道该怎样过日子了。

有时候，我真的很想尽情地哭。因为我真的很累很累了，我很想放弃我现在所拥有的一切。然后，躲到我自己的世界里。虽然说这会很寂寞，孤单。但总好过每天都活在这种痛苦的日子里吧~

我真的希望我会有一位愿意听我心声的真心朋友。我不贪心，一位就够了。当我不开心的时候，他/她会来谅解我，给我安慰。但，要我真正的去相信一个人，是件很困难的事。原因？我已不想再提了。哭，我已哭过了。我尝试去忘掉一切。但，不是想像中的那么容易。

有时候，我宁愿选择相信自己。因我已不会分辨是好是坏了。不开心时，不知道能够告诉谁，这种感觉真的很痛苦。我宁可选择有苦自己知道和自己承受。我有尝试暗示过，但......总是没有人了解我。虽说有真心朋友当然好，但若没有，就要靠我自己的想法和决定去解决。

家人是我唯一可以信任的人。但，对于某某事情真的很难和他们述说。我想，每一个人都会有一些不可告人的秘密吧。我们总要有自己的“私人空间”。有些事情，还是自己知道就好了。

我承认，我是一个很敏感的人，对于很多事我都在半信半疑。“我不敢问，因害怕结果是我不想要知道的答案”。所以，很多时候我还是选择了当作没这回事。我..............真的很失败！有什么方法能够让我重新建立回我的信心？有吗？

妈妈曾告诉我，人长大了，烦恼就会越来越多，要面对的事也会慢慢的增加，压力也会自然渐的来。现在的我终于领悟到了。以前的我到底去了哪里？怎么现在好像变了另一个人了？我真的希望时间可以倒流，让我回到童年的时期。没烦恼，没压力，不用面对一切的事情，做个无忧无虑的孩子。现在的我..........还可以吗？

有人曾经对我说过，她觉得我整天都嘻嘻哈哈，对什么事都不在乎的样子让她觉得好羡慕，这样子的我一定不会寂寞，不会孤单吧！但，事实真的是这样吗？其实她错了。我根本不是她想像中的那么坚强。我只是以笑容来逃避问题。就因为我是最怕寂寞的那一个人，所以才会装出什么都不在乎的样子。

我害怕被人冷落。当我觉得纳闷时，很想找个朋友聊天。但我又害怕他/她不要理会我。所以，我总是把“MSN” 关了。若不是有朋友约了我在那儿聊，我根本就不会把“它”打开。因我害怕没有人会理会我。

很多时候，我都在自己欺骗自己。我一直都假装什么事都没发生过。我不断告诉我自己“没事的，事情过了就算，不要再去想了”。但，失败的我总是忘不了。我不是记仇，而是那刀痕伤的我太深了。我学习容忍，学习宽恕。很荣幸的说，我真的做到这一点了。

我要以德报怨，而不是以怨报怨。但，他们会感激我吗？会吗？就算他们再怎么的对待我，我总是以我最真诚的那一面来对待他们。我的朋友总告诉我，是他们不会珍惜我，所以，不要为他们而不开心。朋友们，甚至连我妈妈都说我很傻。他们只会利用我而已，干嘛还对他们那么的好？这值得吗？

自从认识了“你们”，我的生活慢慢的缤纷起来了。或许你们不知道你们的重要性，但对于我来说，你们真的很重要。若有一天你们离开了我，我的心会默默的祝福你们的。口说，不用担心，我不会想念你们的。但，心里却流着泪说到，朋友我真的会很想念你们的。真的，我真的会很想念你们的。

脸上的笑容，别人看得见。但内心世界里的痛苦，又有谁会了解呢？在我的世界里，就是那么的迷糊。你们知道吗？我相信没有一个人会知道。

我已很努力的去改变自己。

我希望有一天，我可以大声地对全世界说，

“我是世界上最快乐的人！”

Meaningful Sentences

Hmmm, as usual, being nothing to do at home. (Currently only, because assignments haven't out yet...) Brother back, cannot used PPS to watch movie, because.....HE DON'T ALLOWED ME TO DO SO! What a good sister am I huh? Yes, I am! Hahaha.....xP... So, what I can do is to read my emails, roughly 17,000 of emails I had. Gosh! =.="~

While reading through, I found out that there are some meaningful sentences. And I really like it so much. It motivates me. And here, just some sharing to all of you. Hope all of you do like it. :)

1. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
2. There's always going to be people that hurt you, so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
3. When anger rises, think of the consequences.
4. Argument is the worst sort of conversation.
5. Enjoy life today, yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come.
6. The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.
7. True good friends, does not mean that there are endless topic to talk about when together. But when together, even if not talking, will not feel embarrassed.
8. Together forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart.
9. It takes years to build up trust, and just seconds to destroy it.
10. Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.

Wanna shared a short story pictures with all of you. I guess many people will have read this before. I really found that it's really true. Human always tend to find a 'short-cut way' to achieved what they want. They want the easiest and fastest way. But yet, they will not think about the consequences of it. This is human mind.

 

No Pain No Gain. Accept the Pain, Future will be Fruitful.

Don't feel the work you are doing is pain, because there will be always a reason for that pain or work. So face the pain, for the pain you face, there will be definitely happiness a head.

Hope all of you do enjoy it! Cheers! :)

Carry a Heart that Never Hates.

Carry a Smile that Never Fades.

Carry a Touch that Never Hurts.

Shabu One

16/08/2010....Went to Shabu One with my friends again. Nice. It's steamboat buffet. My favourite! Having our lunch there. The shop renovated, more varieties of food and drinks now. Student price, around RM21 per person. Cheap, right? Enjoy it so much with them! Waiting for the next round. :)


Attention!!! Your computer might HANG/LAG/EXPLODE due to the large amout of photos we've took. Within 3 hours+, 150+ photos. Gosh. Anyway, I'm not going to upload all of it, but most of it. Enjoy ya! :)

 Shabu-One

Sauces Stall

Those sauces that you can mix it whatever you want.

Sauces

Garlic, chili, chili padi...

Raeshyl..

Plates

All seafood.. Yummy..

Seafood.. Delicious..

Meat

Wantan, seafood, meat..

Fishballs.. All balls~ xD

Vegetables

My Kutu E-1~

:)

Tomyam and Chicken Soup

I can't live without chili~ xD

Lemon Shot

Gonna eat soon~ Hungry~~

Eating Time.. ^^

Kang-Kung

Hahahahahaha

Soak it inside the soup

We start playing with the "FLOWER"~

Haahahahahaha..

Deer~ lol...

Me: Will you marry me?

E-1: Yes, I will~

Hahahahahaha...xD

Me: Will you marry me?

Rae: No, that "FLOWER" are not fresh enough still~

Hahahahaha....xD

Raeshyl and E-1~

Starring at each other~

Very YENG~ Hehehe..xD

Nice~

Varieties of mee

Fu chok, yam...

As though we didn't saw pigeon egg before... >"<~

Yea, normal egg also I didn't see before...o.O"
Hahahahaha.. >"<~

The 2 little cute stick is Spaghetti...
Hahahahaha..xD

Rabbit.... LOL =.="
,

Food

Chicken Wings~

Fried Rice

I think it's salad.... >"<~

Ham

Mantao

2 sakai....xD

Dessert and Fruits

Pudding

8 flavours of ice-cream~

Drinks corner

Photoshot of the stall :)

Later on, after having our 3 hours lunch there, our stomach was almost BURST. HAHA. The next stop we went to Pavillion to took pictures. But we only manage to took a few over there. First is because there's nothing much to take and secondly is because Raeshyl have to rush back home. :)

S.A.L.E

Decoration Trees. :)

My lovely beloved E-1 and Raeshyl :)

Model of the day. LOL.
Okay, I know I failed laaa... >"<~

Every stories behind me.

That's it, our day ended with our laughter and joy. Even it's just a few hours we hang out, I bet you can't imagine we had how much fun on that day. We laugh, talk, doing those funny action non-stop. I enjoy the day with you guys! :)

A world without a friend, what would it be?

It would be like a world without water, something you need.

Friends are like glass, once broken, they are hard to fix.

Keep your friends, as you would keep your water.