When you grew elder, there are just way too many things you need to think of. It doesn't really matter whether is it a small or big matter, as long as there are worries keep wondering you. Sigh... =]
Sometimes, I like to hide my feeling from others just because I like people to concern about me. *Yesh, I like being pampered.*
Sometimes, I don't feel to pleased people which I don't like. But my attitude always ruined everything. -.-
Sometimes, I don't dare to say out the things I wanted to say because I scared I might say something which hurt others feeling.
Sometimes, I don't dare to put too much hope on it. I seriously don't like to have hope now. I rather I don't hope for anything.. So that the answer I get won't be disappointing me. =(
Conclusion? Human are always complicated. =/
Time won't wait for us.
Chase your dream!