我怀念以前的我们...

 默默地等待... 希望奇迹会出现...

我怀念以前的我们。真的好怀念。以前的我们，做什的都一起做。一起讨论功课，一起出街，一起等巴士，一起胡闹等等。但现在的我们，感情就像路过的陌生人。为什么？谁可以告诉我为什么会变成这样？我不要这种感觉...  这种感觉真的好害怕...

时光可以倒流吗？可以吗？如果可以，我真的好想回到从前，回到那属于我们的世界。有说，有笑的...

想念那熟悉的感觉。怀念我们的约定。当我不开心的时候，ni是我第一个想要找的对象.... 当我开心时，ni是我第一个想要和ni分享的人... 当我有烦恼时，无论到几多点，你都愿意陪我，做我的聆听者。现在的我们，这还有可能会发生吗？

我真的好怀念以前的我们... 现在的我们，慢慢的变了。你有你的忙，我有我的忙。很想约ni一起出来喝喝茶，但ni总找不到时间出来。从前，不管去到哪里，我们三个都会一起出的。但现在，却只是剩下我们俩而已。

也许这就像我妈妈所说的那样：“当活在不同的环境里，我们的感情就不再像以前那样，那么的亲近了... 你有新的朋友，我有新的朋友，感情和以前就不再一样了...”

我不想。我不要。我要回我们从前的感觉。我要回我们以前一起过的快乐。对我来说，除了家人以外，你们比任何人都重要。我很肯定的再说一篇，你们比任何人都重要！对你们的好，我不要求任何的回报。我只是想要回我们以前那种的感觉。偶尔有个小小的聚会。那我就满足了。这要求很难达到吗？过分吗？

我很重视我们彼此间的友谊。我很珍惜我们所相聚过的每一分，每一刻。每当我想回我们每一次的对话，我都会傻傻的笑。每当我看回我们以前所拍过的照片，我都会咪咪嘴的笑起来。

我想念，我真的很怀念...

当我回想以前的我们，我哭了。我真的哭了。心里真的很难受。我不觉得这是件什么觉得羞耻的事。因为，我真的很怀念以前的我们，我更想我们的友谊会比以前更好。但，这会发生吗？像我所说 “期望越高，失望越大”。失望的感觉真的不好受，这是事实。有时候真的很无言...

对不起，也许我并不是一位很好的朋友。如果你们觉得我令你们觉得不开心的话，我诚心地向你们道歉。对不起，我真的不知道该如何的做。对不起，有时候我变得不会与你们沟通... 时间，你是我的最好朋友...

朋友们，请珍惜彼此间的友谊。能够认识到对方，这一切并不是偶然，而是缘份。缘份让我们彼此间认识到对方，相聚在一起。我们该要好好的珍惜，不要等到失去了才来后悔。=)

如果我伤害到你们，我诚心的向你们道歉。

对不起，请原谅我过错...

CNY HOLIDAYS

Just a briefly update here...

Happy Rabbit Year everyone! 

Hahahaha...♥

How was your New Year holiday? I bet everything so far so good yea? Hehe.. Once again, wishing everyone Happy Chinese New Year to you and your family. Do enjoy the holidays with your loves one. 

For those who haven't married, please give more angpao. And for those who haven't married, get as much angpao as you can ya. Hahaha =P
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Today was the 5th day of CNY. Huh! Time really flies so fast. 12:48am now. Since CNY starts, my sleeping time was upside-down. ><"~ Almost everyday slept around 3am, then woke up 12pm. Hahaha... *Still very proud to say it out...* LOL..XD
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By the way, coursework really drive me crazy. Especially for QSBE coursework!!!!! Urghhhhh!!!! This Friday need to let Sir check. And I'm still KO-ing with it. No idea how to continue it now. Ohmygosh! -.- Wish me luck people! =X

Saw this from Facebook: Holiday and Homework are two things that should NEVER be put together. Hahahaa.. Strongly agree, hands up! Even legs too! LOL..xD

My eyes can't barely open now. Tired and sleepy even I take nap in the afternoon. ><"~ Well, it's time to off now I guess. Gotta meet up my friends later! WHeeee, it's a good day I supposed. Nightsss! Ciao~ ♥

In the year of 2011, I'm changing myself.

It's time for me to change.

I promised myself that I will do it, and I know can do it! :)

Convocation for Diploma 16-01-2011

Yay! Congratulations to myself and all my friends who graduates! After 2.5 years of studying in my Diploma in Business Administration, I've now graduate. Been struggling with assignments and exams. Really work hard throughout the studies, and now. Finally, we've graduate! Wheeee...

Studying life is not easy. I never can be go through it alone. Special thanks to my families and friends who always stay with me and gave me support. Whenever I need you, you guys always gave me the best support ever! Thanks everyone! :)

And now, Diploma life ended, it's time to fight for Degree life. Degree life is tough. Yet, I won't give up easily. I will do my best to achieve what I want. Because I believe that I'll not be alone. With all your supports and with the mighty of our Lord. I believe I can make it through. 

If you think you can, you can! It's just a simple sentence, yet it do give me courage. Never look down yourself, because you will never know it until you've try. Wishing everyone all the best in your studies! Cheers! :)

Took some pictures in the convocation. Not much, just a few pictures. Anyway, enjoy it. Hehe :)

Convocation Ceromony 2011

Yea, that was me! My dad took this photo!

Hehe..

 Me :)

With daddy and mummy ♥

With Chee Ching

 Chee Ching and her "boy friend" =P

 Miss Chang

College mates..

Kian Vun and Yuen Heng..

Will you marry me.. Hahahaha..

 My daddy and mummy ♥

Congratz to myself. :)

With Kok Hoe..

P/S: T.A.T gonna drive me crazy. This week gonna be a tired and stress week for me. Hopefully all my things and plan will go smoothly. God bless me. :)

Diploma ended. 

Degree, I'm coming!

Advanced Birthday Celebration with E-1. :)

It's time to update! This can't be a late post. This post should not be updated now, because I still got some previous posts haven't update yet. But, this posts is different. It gotta be URGENT. Reason? Because.... My beloved E-1 a.k.a Kutuu is gonna for internship this weekend. Sobs.. T___T" Gonna miss her a lots! Definitely I will! :(

Kutuu, thanks for everything you've did for me. Although it was not really a surprise, because I got a feeling that you'll celebrate it for me. Hahahaha.. Anyway, I wanna say millions of thanks to you. Sincerely from the bottom from my heart, thanks, thanks and thanks! :)

Let's begin the story- [4.1.2011]...

Out of the sudden, Kutuu told me that she wanna give me something. Huh? The first thought in my mind was "Yea, I know what she gonna do, but just that I have no idea what was it". Hahahaha.. And yet, what I guess is true. Yay! Hahahaha..

Ask my mummy permission to go there. And my mum was like "Huh? Go out again?!". I went out quite frequently last week and this week. I guess around 3 times.. ><"~ And so, I explain to her why I wanna go out and blah blah blah... 

I explained. Errrr, silent mood.............. No answer from my mummy. And so, I thought this plan will be cancelled off. I not dare to ask, and out of the sudden, when I felt like wanna give up, my mum suddenly open her "gold mouth" and asked me, "What time am I going out?". Huh???!??! I was like... WHAT? Am I dreaming? lol... Hahahaha..

Kutuu and I was really happy! It was like totally unexpected! Hahahaha...xD

Went to Pandan Indah there to find her. Well, this was my really first time to drive there alone. Wahh! Even I can't believe it! LOL. I admit, I'm a "road cacat". LOL. I'm serious weihh. The way which I haven't drive there before, usually I won't drive, but this time different. Hahaha, I have no idea why too. Hmmmm...

 

And so, journey start! IF DIDN'T JAM, IT ONLY TOOKS AROUND 30 MINUTES. But......!! The Pandan Indah there jam like nobody business. Tooks me around 1 hour to reached. Red light for 10 minutes, Green light for 1 minute. Wasted my time! Argghhhhhhh! -.-

Sigh. Forget that part. Reached Kutuu house safely. Went to Black and White Cafe for chit-chatting session. Enjoy every moment I spent with her. Only a simply present, no cake, no candles, but yet, I'm still very happy to celebrate my advanced birthday with her. Once again, thank you very much! Muaksss! ♥ :)

Photos time! I'm not gonna to upload all of it. I scared your computer might HANG later. Hahahaha.. Enjoy! :)

Happy Advanced 21st Birthday to myself. LOL.

Hahahaha..

 That was NOT wrapping paper. O.o~
Behind there wrote "愚人节快乐"..
Hahahaha.. lol..xD

Thanks! I'm really so happy to received your present! The hand-made card and lolipop. It's simple and nice! I'm really touched! Love you a lots! ♥

I asked: Why got lolipop for me?
She answered: Lolipop for kiddie nyamukk..

Hello?? I'm 21st aldy.. NOT small kid anymore.. Hahaha..xD

My lovely Kutuu~ ♥

Playing with the so called "vase".. lol..xD

蚊子 收..♥

 >.>

 Hahahaha..

 lol..

 Blekkk~

Starfish~! xP

 Playing with my hands~ x______X!!

Nyamukk and Kutuu~ ♥

 Ghost~!!!!

 Once again, thanks! ♥

 She's dreaming about me.. Hahaha..♥

 Slurppppp~ x]

There are no good-byes, where ever we are, you’ll always be in my heart. ♥

P/S: I hope you'll always happy and cheerful. All the BEST for your internship Kutuu. Gonna see you after 3 months! I'll always remember all the moment I spent with YOU. Gonna miss YOU a lot! Take care! :) ♥

I Miss You. :)

Happy New Year, 2011..

Many posts haven't update yet. Getting lazy and lazier. ><"~ Or I should say as, getting busy and busier. Hahaha..

Been out for continuos 3 days non-stop. Enjoy! First day, went out with Honey and Tracy on Wednesday, having steamboat. Had a lot of fun chit-chatting and taking those FUNNY pictures. Hahaha.. Haven't edit yet, no time. ><"~ Will upload it later ya. =)

Second day, which is Thursday. Hang out with my beloved Kutu and Wenny. Wenny is my new friend. Hehe. Nice to meet you ya~ Singing-K with them. And I'm really sleepy and tired that day. I even can fall asleep while Singing-K. LOL. Fantasic huh? x]

Friday is the third day. Went out with my auntie and brother, having Thai Steamboat buffet as our dinner. Nice and yummy~ Ate till full~ Hehe.. Don't know what happened to my auntie car, suddenly the car light didn't work. Conclusion, reached home 12am. -.-

And for today, the last day of 2010. Going for a trip later with my brother and my aunties. Yay~ Will not be at KL this year. Wheee~ Slightly different this year, didn't countdown in KL. I still remember last year, where me, my brother and his friends, we went to countdown 2010 at Sg.Wang there. The first time ever went to countdown till late at night only back. Nice one. Hahaha..

This year gonna end soon. 2011 is coming. Time flies really fast. One year just gone like I just passed 1 day. Say Bye to 2010, Hi to 2011. A new year, a new beginning. Gonna be a challenge for me. Degree Year 3, I'm coming. Hopefully I can pass all the papers. It's hard, and I'm gonna strive hard for it!

Happy New Year Everyone. Have a blast one. ♥ :)

P/S: 不是每一句“对不起”，都能换来一句“没关系”。

  

Happy New Year everyone!

Have a good year ahead! :)

珍惜...

乘着岁月的成长，我们都慢慢的成长了。人越大，烦恼就越多，这是无可否认的事实。要烦的东西多得很- 学业，事业，将来等等..... 

看到小孩子那么的无忧无虑，真的很想念过去。在小孩子的世界里，是多么的简单。当他们不开心的时候，只需给他们一些小小的东西或者是逗他们笑一笑，他们就会露出他们那天真无瑕的笑容。

人长大了就会有不同的的思想，想要的东西何止像小孩子那么的简单。看见别人拥有什么，自己也想拥有。

我们确实比别人拥有得多。我们有得吃，有得住，同时也有一群疼爱我们的家人和朋友们。和在非洲的小孩子们比较，我们真的幸福得多了。他们连吃都没得吃。那我们为何还要埋怨呢？我们应该要学会珍惜，而不是常常埋怨。

每当我不开心的时候，我总不是一个人去面对。家人，朋友们都会在我身边扶持我，鼓励我，给我勇气再次站起来。谢谢。

很多事，我都藏心里，因为我不是一个善于将我自己的心声告诉别人。在你们的面前，我不知道该如何的表达我的谢意。不好意思，我这个人比较‘木’嘛~ 不是很会和别人沟通..... ><"~

我不喜欢与别人比较，因为每个人都会有自己的长处。他/她有他/她的长处。我们也有自己的长处，不必每次都和别人比较，为什么他/她那样，而我为什么会那样。其实有很多东西我们都比别人拥有得多。只是我们不懂得如何的去珍惜。

失去了，就是失去了。时间不会倒流。人往往应该往前行，而不是往后看。过去了，就让它过去。不要太在意别人怎么看你。别人说什么，就让他们说。我要学习容忍和包容。记住，人是为了自己而活，而不是为别人而活。看开点，生活也会快乐点。:)

其实，我只想我身边的人开心。就这么的简单。你们开心，我也就开心了。:)

我怀念过去。

我珍惜我们之间的友谊。:)

谢谢你们的同在。

若没有了你们，我的生活必定少了些色彩。:)

Let it go..

I should let it go. Many people worried about me. And sincerely, I wanna say million of thanks. It's really hard for me to forget it. Yes, it's really hard. But yet, I'll do my best to forget about it. I did feel better now. Glad to hear that ya? :)

The previous few posts I've been real moody. Like I said, no reply anything from status, wallposts or inbox. Hmmm, still wondering what's happening now? Hmmm...... Well, it's not important anymore. Everything is cleared now. It happened. I can't changed anything. It's all PAST. I should not kept thinking back about the past. Life stil goes on no matter what. :)

Be frank, if you asked me whether am I happy now? I guess I will say NO/MAYBE at the moment. If you asked me whether am I okay? I'll say okay I supposed. Although it's past. But I really need to take some time for me to forget it. Hmmmm, hard. But I knew I'm not gonna be alone with it.

Yea, I should go ahead with it. I'm NOT alone. From this incident, I knew that many people concerned about me. I got many friends around me kept cheering me up. Although I did not replying all those status and wallposts, but yet, they still came and cheer me up everyday. Even without sending those messages, but yet I still know it. I really knew. Thanksssssssssss!

I have no idea what to do else than saying thanks. Although I did not really mentioning what's really happening, but I guess you guys knew it. Get information from my friends or whoever who's close to me. Hmmm, my news just like CNN report. Spread it out very fast. LOL.

Well, just give me some time. I'll be okay. I promised. Everything just remain the same now. Although I did not get to buy a new one. But yet, I appreciate what I have now. It's more than enough. It's not important to me anymore.

 Went to Mid Valley yesterday.

My smile still not natural yea? 

Hmmm......

Although what I have now is not better than last time, but yet.... I treasure~

我现在所拥有的虽然不比以前的好，但..... 我珍惜~

Mid Valley Christmas Deco..

Before I update this, I just wanna shout out loud, which is.................. 

I FINISHED MY EXAM!!!!!! FINALLY ENDED!!!!! Yeahhhh!! Relaxing now! Stress free! HAHAHA! Went out with my UAD friends just now. Had dinner and movie together! Had a great time! Gonna miss all of you! :)

I shall now enjoy my 3 weeks holiday to the maximum. Yes, everyday, every moment, every second! Wheeeee~ Got people date me out? Ermmm, yes or no? I don't know~ Hehehe.. At home I still can enjoy it~ As long as there's NO EXAM~ Hahahahaha~

I guess I'm just too hyper. -.- Well, let's back to the topic. This was a really old post. Took this last Saturday. But just that I got no time to update this. Yea, I went out again. I mention before right? My family LOVES shopping. x]

Hmmm, writting too much might make you guys feel sleepy. And I'm sleepy too. Because of the exam, didn't sleep well. So, let's make it sweet and short. Pictures time. Took pictures at Mid Valley there. Christmas Deco. Nice. For those who love Christmas decorations, you guys should go there! It was really nice. Enjoy! :)
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At The Garden. :)

 Bears~~~ ♥

 Cute~~

I want all of it~ ♥

 HUGE bear~ ♥

 Christmas Feeling~ ♥

 My siblings ♥

 I'm blessed that I'm not alone. ♥

 The Bear is even bigger than me~ Haahahaha...xD

My sister and I ♥

♥

Exam finally ended! Wheeeee~

Hopefully I can PASS all the paper..

God bless..

Please faster END.

It has been quite some times I did not update my blog. Sorry. Having exams recently. Pressure really hitting me. But I guess I've changed a lot compared to my Diploma time? I would not really dare to think what would I do if I was still having the same kind of attitude just like my Diploma level. 

"I might used a stone to hit my head I guess???" LOL. ><"~
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By the way, what time now huh? I'm still awake and blogging huh? Hmmmphh! Yea, it was 3:30am in the middle of the midnight or so called 'morning'. Gosh. Having exam in another 12 hours. But I'm suffering from insomia now. Hope I can concentrate on the exam later. T.T~

Anyway, it's gonna END soon. Real soon. Yes, just 12 hours more, then I'll be FREE from exams! No more exams after the Bridging course. Yeahhhh! Merdeka~!! LOL..

But..... The main thing is I have to pass all the papers in Bridging course. Please... Please... Please... I've did my best to prepared it, and I hope I can get what I want. I'm not greedy, at least please give me a PASS. It's more than enough. Please....

God, please bless me and all my friends so that we can make it through this time. Please give me strength to handle this paper. This paper is really tough. I'm worried about it. Please come out those questions which I spot. If not, I'm DEAD. T.T~

Gambatae everyone!

Let's fight for this paper together!

We can do it! Sure we can!

P/S: Got many posts haven't update yet. @@~ Will update it when I'm free. Stay tune. :) 

Dear EXAM, please faster end. You're really killing me. 

Even I didn't drink any caffeine drinks, I still insomia. 

T_____________T!!

Christmas Soon. 1-Utama Deco..

It's time to update my blog. Well, I know my blog been DEAD like ages. -.- Sorry. Well, exam coming soon. Yea, real soon. Less than 10 more days. UK paper! Hard! But I will do my best!

Since exam is coming soon, and I guess I should relax a bit. Can't always face the book, but FACEBOOK. LOL. Well, seriously, compared with last time, I'm now NOT that nervous. Hmmmm, I duno why though..

I got plenty of things wanna blog, but no time. So, I'll just some briefly update for this post. I'll make this post short. Went to 1-Utama last Tuesday. Bought some stuffs for CNY. Wheeeee~ Christmas haven't pass yet, but I'm now buying stuffs for CNY. Hahahaha!! 

Christmas is coming soon. What's your plan? Going anywhere? Hmmmm, everywhere also full I guess. So, better to stay at home? Hahaha... But........I don't think so, my family usually won't stay at home. Just like I went to 1-Utama almost EVERY week. LOL. Wonderful family I have. x]

Decorations at 1-Utama was really nice. Really got Christmas feel. Took some pictures. Enjoy. :)

At Christmas play, and make good cheer,
For Christmas comes but once a year. ♥

 Christmas feel~

Christmas Decorations.

 Christmas Trees! ♥

 Nice! ♥

 Flowers Christmas Tree! ♥

Presents Christmas Tree! ♥

The view from the top.

 Christmas Presents ♥

 Cuteeeee ♥

 Me

 

 My lovely Mama ♥

 The decoration really nice!

 

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 Old building decoration ♥

Christmas Feel.

How good if it's snowing in Malaysia. 

Hmmmm, impossible. Hahahahaha..

 Present, I want present from YOU ♥

P/S: At first wanna do revision, but now, it seems that I can't concentrate anymore. Been attracted by 万千星辉颁奖典礼2010. ><"~ Don't care, revision later only do, watch first. Hahahaha..xD

Gotta catch up with my revision. Hopefully I can finished it on time. God bless me and all my friends! Gambatae everyone! :)

Exam, exam, exam!!

I'm NOT gonna scare you. Buuuu!! x]